Can't Close the Deal

I've been sick this past week. One of the good things about being sick is that my wife lets me play poker when I'm sick. I final tabled three times this week and had several other deep runs in tournaments. But I couldn't close the deal in any of them which stinks. I had a 4th, a 3rd, and a 4th place finish. Also had a 20th, 14th, 19th, and an 18th. Cashing is nice, but all of the money is in the top three spots so it's still pretty disappointing. I wish I had the time to play seriously again, but playing in mega tournies with multiple thousands of people takes a serious time commitment and I just can't.